A life full of lies and misery.

Mistakes and regrets

Nothing but pain within these eyes.

I wish I could pretend to be okay.

I wish I could be the one to be strong and fight these urges.

Yer here I sit.

Begging and praying that I want to be denied.

My eyes are cloudy and blurred.

Pain is all I see. Hatred and betrayal.

Abandonment is all that we feel here.

The coldness of forgotteness and the fear of attachment.

Hands seem to extend less and less.

Never once reach again.

They've become darker

The color seemingly to disappear.

You and I have forgotten how to smile, once again.

Shall we ever learn how to once more?

Have we become broken more than the world may be able to repair?

Lost inside this endless loop of misery and lies.

The endless loop of lies and denial.

Shall we manage to break free?

Will we be able to finally breathe freely?