This is an odd feeling for me.

I feel like it is for everyone. 

Not happy.

Not sad.

Not angry.

Just calm.

It comes and lifts you up. 

Making you feel as light as a feather.

Like everything will be ok.

It's not an overload of senses or emotions.

But more of a... limbo.

Between life and death. 

Like being in the womb again. 

The heartbeat of your mother soothing you.

Not having to worry about school.

Or your ex who you still love.

No.

It's pure calmness.

You're contempt. 

With life. 

With yourself.

With others. 

Contempt.