Nihilism, the vilest philosophy.

How did it become my apostrophe?

Empty and hollow,

There is no nut to crack.

Aimless and bored,

Extinguished my match.

Pinch me,

Am I dreaming?

Though I no longer feel. 

I've worn too many masks,

I no longer know what's real.

Am I in Limbo?

Lost in a comedy?

I'm doing everything I can,

But I can't seem to flee from me. 

Is there a purpose?

Is there a meaning?

If so, 

What is preventing me from seeing?