I may wanna drop my plans,
Hop out the window,
Plant a seed,
But never watch it grow,
You're on your own,
I'm leaving,
Cause I couldn't care less,
I'm drowning in my selfishness...

But tell me what's the point of telling you?
It's not like I'll bother pulling through,
But tell me what good would it do?
To tell you if I didn't really care, for you?
Or your opinion dear?
Or your opinion my dear?
Would it matter if I were still here?
It doesn't matter what you say it's not clear,
"But I'm broken, so don't blame me,"
How many times haven't we all heard that line?
"It's all their fault, I'm a victim,"
It makes me role my eyes, leave out a sigh,
I think I need to sleep for a long time...

Then again I'm dangerous,
Don't give me what I want,
I'm flavorless,
Stay far away,
Stay away!
Staple it as a front,
I'm a disaster just waiting to happen,

Stone cold and indecisive,
Selfish,always pessimistically depressive,
I'll choke my dreams and watch the flowers burn,
Consider it,
My personal burial,
I couldn't care less about my health,
As I lie in self pity with a weapon for myself,
Watching the blood drip,
"Self-sacrifice",
Are you kidding me?
Sound more like "feed me lies",
And I scream with bloodshot eyes,
Planning the murder of my enemy.
Trying to kill the worst part of me...

Don't tell me I'm not a monster,
Don't tell them that I don't bite,
Don't tell me I'm not a monster,
I know my soul,
Is Filled with pure despite,
I stare into, the reflective mirror,
"Get this beast out of my sight!"
"Out of my sight!"

I'm loosing sight of the little things,
Like butterflies,
And an evening sky... 

Doesn't help that I'm hungry and can't eat,
Doesn't help that I have lungs but can't breath,
Doesn't help that I smile but not happy,
Tired but can't sleep,
As I'm crushed beneath anxiety,

It's a tragedy,
Every part of me,
Stuck in a fantasy,
Where is reality?
What is reality?
It's such a tragedy,
Peace won't you cover me?