You tell me to listen and work hard
I hear and obey your wish
Only so I can make you appreciate my existence once
But I get the opposite
I get yelled at and beaten for not trying and to do better
Saying how Im sorry
That dont worry
I hear your words and still try to obey even while hearing em as I run
But I feel myself giving up slowly for its been 16 years
And I have gotten nothing
Tomorrow is a big day and your only words of inspiration is
Don't complain how hurt you are,or how youre lazy the only reason your slow is because youre not like others
...
And she's right
Im not...
Im different...
I been trying to get you to be proud of me for once
Everyone does it for the times,place or for fun
Even before I did it for the fun and laughter
But now as I do it for you..
Its just pain and depression
My eyes don't see the sport I loved anymore...
...and its all because of you...
And there's no one here to help me...