I lost. I lost and lost and never won. I carved this in my soul ' I lost '. I lost in my life, I lost in love and I lost so much there wasn't anything left. As my calves arched, as my throat burns, as the tears that I failed to keep in fell. I lost once again. "Maybe I'll try again tomorrow". Because no matter how much I lost, I got back up again. Each time I got back up, I won.