I know that I'm messed up but
I understood only when she's hurt
I am not at all worthy to be here
Everything is confirmed by a lone tear

I didn't think I was hurting my people
I was stupid but never this feeble
Why can't I be useful for once
I can only make others tense

I now do not know who I am
Maybe if I can see the cam
To find who i was before
Now I'm all broken and tore

I'm addicted to many demons
I feel a little bad at the sermons
But again the devil in me resurfaces
Then Evil is what I am in all places

I can never be responsible
I can never be stable
The desire to achieve is dead inside
I think I have buried myself beside

I don't understand the purpose of my life
I realised that I'm more like a knife
Ready to cut the person who made it
I regret being me, each and every bit.