people are probably tired by now

tired of hearing me talk about you

write about you

sing about you

cry about you

they are probably so tired of it

i am too

but im tired because no matter what i do i cant let go of the knife in my heart, i cant let go of my love, i cant let go of you

because although you left, although i did the breaking up, i cant stop reaching for your hand, i cant stop falling into my bed expecting you to curl your arms around me, i cant stop looking up every time the bell at work rings, as if you were to walk right back into my life

but i cant stop

and you couldnt stop

that makes an ugly pair of us, doesnt it?