this sheet of paper
stained with tears and blood
this sheet of paper
holding all I cannot say
this sheet of paper
a description of my pain
this sheet of paper
with erase marks all over
correcting the misspelled words
and jagged lines
of my shaking hands
this sheet of paper
full of truth, for once
published for the world to see

so if anyone else knows
knows what I mean
you are not alone
me too bestie, me too