Here we go again...
Voices screaming in my head.
Telling me I'll never be good enough— never measure up.
Looking at all these pretty faces and not a single one me.
A body not perfect and a virus gone wild inside my head.

This smile is tighter than usual, the pounding inside my head getting worse.
Why isn't this cure working?...
Why isn't it enough?— why Am I not enough?
Born at the wrong time in the wrong place...

Unwanted feelings of sadness come cracking down
The clicking and ticking of old memories bringing me down...
I'm just the one feeding the other demons..
Always the one to end up screaming

Time for me is fading, can't you feel it?
Or am I trying too hard to find death and play his games?...
I'm unsure of this anymore...

((Aahh... Just another random poem... May delete later))