The thunder rumbles, the rolls riding along the surface.

The tears fall, the invisible hurt sets.

My chest rumbles,
another raspy sob shakes out.

I can't stop.

It's blinding me— tears fog the sight of you.

You just stand there in tears too.

Letting you go is what I had to do...

Please don't look at me with those eyes.

I guess hurting each other is what we were to do.

Asking to be your friend— it'll never end.

You must hate me now, but why?

The things we've done, will burn us.

The things left unsaid will go dead.

The life we had— forgotten in Neverland.

Shoot me please.

My knees are weak.

My heart hurts for hurting you.

But even though you've hurt me–

I'm guessing it wasn't the same.

Snot drenches the face, soon to waste.

Eyes are puffy— silence rises.

Lightening flashes, soon clashes.

Leaving you to disappear.

A love that could have bloomed.

Left unattended.

The last petal falls, my knees buckling.

My irises shrinking— the rain falling.

Soaked in wet clothes still can't hide the tears.

The sorrow sets in of hurting you.

Let me know what to do.

Shoot me please, for I hurt you.

The pain you caused, soon fades.

But when the roles reverse, the world ends.

The Earth is roaring out in frustration.

The clouds grey with anger.

The rain stabbing anything in the way.

If we DIDN'T love, then why does it hurt?

Why does it hurt?

Why does it hurt?

Why does it hurt!

Why does it hurt!

Why won't this heart work?!

Why are you sad?

You just wanted to try me out.

You even told me.

Don't put shame in your game,

Just because you lost the flame.

Did you really fall for me?

Or was I a toy?

What is love anyway?

Should I just shut down—

Shut myself out?

Should I turn into that Villain that screams in my head—

Telling me I should be dead?

Or should I hold on?

Keep that light inside?

Help me please, I'm breaking!

My hands are cracking, my skin flaking.

This human heart...

How much can it take?

Another beating and I'll be faked.

Death is near—

I see him loud and clear.

His figure slender and cringefully small.

Outstretched boney fingers towards my face.

I look up in pain.

I sob, taking it without a misplace.

Death is my sidekick, do not fear—

For he doesn't want me here.

I'll be back soon.

Thunder shakes the ground, our bodies staggering.

His grip tight,

bones digging in my flesh.

Blood washes with the rest.

Cuts on my thighs, wash away the thoughts.

Pain numbs the worst fears.

Death pulls me up.

Forcing daggers in my staggers—

I sure as hell don't have moves like Jagger.

He wraps his arms around me.

Cradling me close.

I try to fight,

But what is the use?

I'm a broken mess.

Looking to confess.

My sins are heavy, but this heart is heavier.

Shake me awake, don't let me sleep.

For he seeks me with my eyes closed.

Don't forsake nor replace me.

Fix me, please...

Don't shoot me.

I'm breaking...

-Sheepie