Note: Another collaboration with my soul sister! This time, her part is Tears and my part is Screams. Enjoy reading! Muah!

❛ Ａｇｈａｓｔ  ａｎｄ 
Ａｎｇｕｓｉｈ ❜

Tears

I still remember how it started,
You waved and smiled at me for a minute
It was a very fine day,
I gave you a sigh of bliss
When I read your name on the list.

Screams

Slow motion of my heart beating
Was hidden by my heavily breathing
I can never control the rhythm:
Of music that's playing with deplorable beating
Full of sorrow and countless crying.

Tears

You're 16 while I'm 15
We're too young to be king and queen
I can never forget that day on the bleachers
Where I stood up then clapped my hands with all the teachers
For you won 1st place in the contest.

Screams

I could never stop the cries:
Of agony and frightening silence
How he say those lines:
Can't give me comfort for a lifetime
It's too dark for me to see the sunshine.

Tears

I'd wear a blue dress in a ball
With you wearing a black tuxedo and so tall
You gave my life a pleasing color
Can I ask you a favor?
Say my name and treasure it forevermore.

Screams

I was afraid of the darkness
But now I embrace it with so much madness
How can his deceitful words and quirks
Made me quivered with such wantonly smirks
Those moments were delicate as silk.

Tears

Do you remember the smell of the rain?
Think of it as me slowly collapsing into pieces
How can you be so unfair?
I carved your name in my feeble heart
Even though you didn't add mine in your cart.

Screams

How can you say that we will never be apart?
If you slash me bit by bit:
While you walked away and never come back:
With my one detached part
As I lay on the muddy and storm-cold ground bleeding severely.

Tears

Let me hear your heart beating;
Let me tell them our story
I miss seeing you in the crowd
With a sad song playing so loud
Boy I'm tired of wishing you to come around.

Screams

Let me write our story:
As I used blood as my ink:
And your kiss as my fire
Maybe it was too late for me to write it
But lend me some time and I'll reminisce all of this full of tranquility.

Tears

You thought me pain and love
But it'll never be enough
We locked each other's eyes last year
Trust me, I'll never peer through the fog
Just to see your face ever again.

Screams

You brought me fear
Like the sunset with glowing heat
Losing you wasn't our scheme
All I did was cry and drowned too deep
With this scathing flesh.

Tears

Writing introduced you to me
Then I thought in pain, I was free;
There's a name of you in my paper
And then I thought with an eraser,
I could erase it later
Turns out to be just the opposite of the matter.

Screams

Oh, I can feel the blood dripping
Like our love that's whining:
Inside our hearts when our eyes met
Though you still have that almond eyes full of regret
Every inch of our story, I never forget.

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Collaboration with: Pinkie_Glimmer
Date Started: February 14, 2019
Time Started: 9:53 PM
Date Ended: February 20, 2019
Time Ended: 12:00 AM
Inspiration: Pain of loving someone and fear of losing someone.
Message: This poem is unexpectedly very looooong! But still worth it ang time na ginugol natin to wrote this, bunso! I'm in love witj this poem~ HAHAHA. This is gold and I love how you started the poem! Thank you for collaborating with me again. I TS you! Muah!