You got out alive, he said

As he notices the scars under my chest

Oh, only barely, I say

Because I had the courage to fight

With hard fists and scratching nails.

In a heartbeat I would go and fix a mistake I thought

That pain was bad, when it really is beauty

Are you with me, he said

As I stay slumped in his bed

No, I say, and sleep, hoping I could undo what cruel atrocities I planned

In another world I sigh

Not knowing what I want

And can't portray who I am

all I can do is stay silent

I can't do this alone
I need your help

I
need yopur support
I'm hurtingbecausd ofnyuopu
Why can't you accept me
Why can't I tell you

Fuck You.