I lock myself in bathroom
I didin't turn on the light
Because why would I?
Darkness is more comfortable for my mind

Soft music is playing in my head
Thoughts are like poison dancing in my veins
They don't say anything I haven't known before
But it still kinda hurts when I'm realizing it over and over again

I start crying and I don't even know when
At least no one will judge me
Because the only witness is darkness
Hugging me like the closest friend