STAGE I: DENIAL
You left
And now I feel empty
I detached completely
Now it's me and my own mind
I seem to fly in numbness
It feels like I was looking from above
There's no place for me
There's no place for my feelings
It's just empty place where you used to be
Cold rings in my bones
Dear gods, why can't I feel a thing?

STAGE II: ANGER
And then, the rage awakens deep inside me
It hits like a lighting
Finally I'm able to feel something
It feels so exciting
Anger burns like wildfire
And leaves bloodstains behind
I can't help but just be mad
At myself, because I let you go
At you, because you left when I needed you the most
At Fate, because it tore us apart
Fire roars deep inside me
Flames and boiling blood are singing the cruel song
I want to burn everything down to the ground
Because why am I supposed to be the only one suffering?
You hurt me too
Now we're meant to burn together

STAGE THREE: BARGAINING
After fire burnt out
I'm finally coming to my senses
Now I can't tell what I was angry about
I seem to see things through right lenses
Now I see - we were never meant to be
I should let go earlier, so we could both be free
In the game of love no one can win nor lose
We were playing each other, so we could feel amused
I overreacted, you have full right to hate me
I need to face consequences, I shall not flee
I have to accept, it's much better this way
I shall ignore, that I'm far from being okay

STAGE FOUR: DEPRESSION
Tried to negotiate, tried to supress my emotions
Now I am overwhelmed by my own motions
Melancholy came in like a dearest friend
I feel like I'm drowning, is this finally the end?
Everything is way too overwhelming
Again, I need to show my retelling
Our story it's too hard to understand
As expected, my own feelings are like a water
Again and again, I feel like a bother
So just let me drown in ocean of my feelings
I just want to find in this bullshit some meanings

STAGE FIVE: ACCEPTANCE
Four stages behind me, there's just one left
Finally I am able to have things accepted
I wanted to burn us, tried to negotiate
And then I tried to drown, hoping I'll dissociate
But now I know that all my way was needed
It was so obvious like my wounds bleeded
Now I can fully accept that you are gone
And I promise to keep memories we've drawn