Seriously, the only people I've ever cared about is my family.

I've tried having irl friends but they've always stabbed me in the back.

I refused to show emotion or care about anyone except my family, but even then I don't show all my emotions.

It's stupid how I came on here....and I somehow care so much for all my friends on here.

I feel stupid....

How I trust online friends than people I see everyday...

I'm just lost....I don't explain my situations on here fully because I feel like my emotions don't matter and that I need to keep them in so I don't trouble anyone.

For all I know, I could be really annoying to all of you.

I care....I care so much but....I'm scared.

Yeah, I'm scared, Kate is scared...

When I see my friends in pain, I want to help, to show they mean something but I feel like sometimes...I don't fully get that across to others.

Because I'm not even use to supporting someone I care about that's not my real family.

I'm just stupid bait that people can backstab anytime because I care for some people way to much.

It hurts seeing my friends hurt...but can't do anything...

What have you guys done to me...you made me care so much for you guys...you guys are great okay, other people's opinions don't matter!

Only true friends opinions matter and if those opinions are bad then they're not true friends!

I care for you okay, so don't let some scum get to you!

I know I'm stupid okay.

I'm going to rest now for a bit and read....

I'll shut up now...