~Taurtis~

I felt the world crash down on me. A weight on my shoulders grew more as the words left the doctors mouth. "I'm very sorry to hear but we have to pull the plug on Mr.Gladiator We have tested and tested on him but we can't find what's wrong with him. and the only conclusion we could make was that. Well there was no Saving him I'm sorry all of you" He said looking at everyone in the room. "you can say your farewells while we set up a few things again I'm sorry" He said leaving. We all stood there shocked. I just felt empty a pit in my stomach nothing more than emptiness and loneliness. All but me They said their farewells goodbyes and well final things they said to the now passing rabbit. Their cries made me feel worse they could not imagine the pain i was going through right now. I was losing my soulmate why can't anything go right for me. Why can't Sam be ok he promised he wouldn't leave me and yet here he lays on the pasty white sheets with only the sound of the heart monitor next to him. I felt so broken sooo alone and for the first time i felt frozen in time as i saw him laying there not moving or anything. I felt as if i couldn't see anymore i felt like felt like nothing. "Taurtis it's your turn" Grian said holding my shoulder i flinched at the touch. They stepped outside. I went to his side and ran my hand through his Pasty pale cheek. "Sam?" i said hoping he could hear me and wake up this time. But this was a sad reality that i wanted to break. I wanted to cry i wanted to do so much yet i knew i couldn't as if shackles held me down. I went to him and kissed his lips feeling the softness yet coolness of his lips. They were dry and it hurt a little to kiss him yet it was those lips i knew before. Those lips i kissed so many times. I parted from his lips and looked at him. He was so pale yet still beautiful in my eyes. I never wanted this star to die off. But as i grabbed his hand i could feel his life draining. "Sam...I love you always will...i hope i made it last with you i hope...you had a good run. Because i know i can never love someone else. I can't find anyone like you" i said beginning to shake i felt tears swell up in my eyes as i looked at him lying on the white bed. "I don't want to let you go please sam you have to wake up" I said holding his hand tighter "I don't want to look back at this moment and be reminded of everything i hate about myself" i said shaking him a bit More tears came down my cheeks. "Sir please step outside while...well" The doctor said as he came in "NO I CAN'T LET YOU I WONT LET YOU" I said Grian and J coming in "Taurtis come on man we tried" they said grabbing me by the arms and pulling me as the doctor went beside sam to the life supported. "NO PLEASE I DONT WANT HIM TO GO YET PLEASE STOP" i said as more tears swelled up in my eyes. Then that horrid noise flooded my ears

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

-Freak out