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Day 5: Fri, May 3rd, 12:00 AM, Midnight
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"...."

"I feel like my sanity is slowly slipping away more and more everyday..."

"I don't know if it's because you left, or because of my memories, I really don't know...."

"I just feel different... less emotional, like...empty...."

"The thoughts of suicide and self harm have gotten stronger, that I've actually thought about taking action on those thoughts..."

"But I'm usually dragged back to my friends and family... how traumatized they'd be..."

"....."

"I want to... I wanna do it... but... I don't want to let anyone else down... more than I already have..."

"I...I don't know... Maybe my family wouldn't be so upset..."

"Seeing the shit they go through everyday... makes me think they'll be fine... maybe better without me..."

"But... What about User, and Riah, and Sapphire, and Jewel... That's what scares me..."

"....Well... We don't..... really know each other.... that...... well.... and..... I am just a random person..... on the internet... to them...."

"I don't want my family to find out though.... they would probably send me away.... and abandon me....."

"And we don't need anymore drama.... right now...."

"Would my family care...? They're going through so much.... and they... don't really.... pay attention to me anymore.... maybe they wouldn't even notice...."

"........"

"Would they notice?"
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