TW: mentions of su1sl1de also angst so uh- also concerningly short but kinda good so here it is posted ig

Draco was staring into space. This was the 5th time Pansy had to remind him to pay attention in just this class. It was potions as well, his favorite subject, so why so distracted? 
Draco was staring into space in DADA as well. Blaise got him out of his trance this period. Every time he'd fall back in. Every time he'd get this awfully horrified but interested, slightly glazed over look. This is one of his favorite subjects as well, so why so distracted?

Draco was even staring into space at dinner that night, and that was when Pansy said something about it. "Whats with you, Dray? You've been distracted all day. Whats on your mind?" The only response she got was a mumbled 'not here' and a dismissive shake of hand before he was back into his trance.
He barely ate. He barely drank. He didn't even finish his apple. He had no delicious treacle tarts or mouth watering chicken, no rice or pototoes or bread.
No, all he ate was a sip of pumpkin juice and a couple of grapes.
Draco only eats grapes when he's upset, but that much was obvious. What is he so upset about? Why is he so upset?

Weirdly the famous gryfindor boy who goes by the name Harry James Potter wasn't at dinner at all. Hermione seemed worried, not like Pansy was watching or anything.. Maybe there's a connection? Where's Potter? Why is he gone?

Pansy couldn't wait for dinner to be over to talk to Draco about it, but when dinner was done and she looked up to say something, Draco was gone. Blaise shrugged at Pansy and started heading back to the dorms.

The 8 years share a dorm, since there wasn't any place for them in other dorms. They were all damaged from the war but it also brought them all closer together. Harry and Draco were struck the worse, Draco with his father in azkaban and his mother in such grief she's closed off from everyone and Harry in a constant state of guilt. He feels it's his fault those people died. It's his fault the war took place. He could never live it down.

The last arrangement Lucius made before he got locked up was for Draco to be married out to Astoria Greengrass to save the little bit of reputation they had left. He hates her. He hates he has to marry her. She's such a... woman. Oh yea no shit draco he just means he's gay and she isn't a man as far as you and I can both see so that limits his amount of desires for her. Just the idea he'd have to procreate with her made him gag.

That day Draco went into the 8 year dorms and immediately goes to find harry. Harry is nowhere to be found. He gives up after a while of looking and then goes into Harry's room.

From here it was all a white noise of pain and fear. Blurry images of legs. Harry's legs. Not touching the ground.
Why?
Harry, why?

It's not even good