Hello everyone...I hope everyone is having a wonderful day...but I regret to tell some of you that I'm putting all my books on hold as of now...I know I haven't been posting in a while...but this time it's a serious matter... My uncle committed suicide on January 22nd...of this year...my uncle left behind his wife, his two sisters, his parents, brothers-in-laws, and...me and my two cousins...and so many others... Out of everyone in my family, we never expected that he was dealing with this issue. He was a happy-go-lucky guy and he made everyone in our family smile and have a good time. He showed no warning signs...he never was sad in front of us...he was always happy...and the day he passed...was the hardest for us all...he was the first person to ever take me to a convention...and we had so much fun...I'm gonna miss spending time with him...the last time I saw him was on Saturday... January 20th and he was with my aunt and cousins and we were face timing over Facebook...when my mom walked into my room and wanted me to talk to him and my aunt...I pushed them away and made them leave my room...this decision became one I'd soon regret...and I do deeply...but I'm not writing this out to ask for sympathy, I'm writing this to tell all of us to tell your family, friends and loved ones that you love them and you care about them deeply...and spend time with them...don't take for granted the time they're around... because one day...the most unexpected people...could be gone within a blink of an eye... please...tell your friends and family and loved ones you love them. Please do that for me today because...you never know what's going on inside someone's head...even if they're happy... please...take care of each other...this is my message to all my friends, followers and people I'm going to tag on this post... because you all need to know before it's too late... everyone should know... please spread this around...and if you're suicidal yourself, know that people love you and will miss you if you leave this world... please don't leave...your life had worth...no matter how small you think it is. I promise you... please... nothing is worth killing yourself over... it's not worth it...my uncle killed himself because his job screwed him over and I heard he was fired...but as harsh as to say this is, it wasn't worth him killing himself over... nothing is...he shot himself...and I was devastated to find out... I've been grieving the last few days over him....he was an amazing man...and it hurts alot to see him go...I wish this was all just a nightmare...it sometimes feels it is...but then I'm constantly reminded it's not and that it's all real...my grandparents are currently trying to come back to Illinois from the Philippines for my Uncles funeral...but they may not be here til the 5th of February... it'll be a tough time to wait these few days...I'm happy that I'm going back to Illinois and be able to see my family...but I wish it wasn't in this way...I wish he was still with us...I wish I spent more time with him...I wish he would've told us what was wrong...I wish so many things...I can't express how much this hurts...so please tell people you love them...don't take for granted the time they give you... because one day...that time...will just become memories... please make as many memories as you can with the people you love... because in our world... we're never promised a "next time"...so please...cherish those moments... I'll keep you posted on the funeral...as that's all I can really think of to write as of now... please take care of each other...savor each moment...all of you...before it's too late...and as my uncle said... "Take care and God bless"... "Stay strong for each other" have a nice day...all of you...I love you all...you amazing and truly wonderful people...you are all wonderful people...don't let anyone tell you otherwise...god bless us all....oh and just like my uncle, never forget to have fun. Eheheheh...*Cries*

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