Today is the first day of March, 3/1/18. So today in Texas I accidentally got a V-Neck shirt at school and it was so difficult wearing it. I hated it. I should never wear V-necks ever again...my mistake...I was running out of clean shirts. Should probably do the laundry this weekend. But anyways enough of my shirt situation, so today my good friend who I used to date was messing with me today and throwing his eraser at me during our Chemistry class and World History class. It was super annoying. So I threw his eraser accidentally at someone...I felt so bad about it. I apologised to her but the guilt kept sinking in and so I cried...then one of my other friends came up and her and my good friend hugged me and asked me what was wrong...I couldn't understand why I felt so guilty to the point of having tears...then my female teacher came up to me and asked what was wrong and I just said I don't know. She then said it was just hormones because I'm a girl and...yeah...the thing girls have...but I knew it wasn't just that...I knew it was just me bottling up my emotions so much that I couldn't take it and just burst out in tears. Does that make me weak?... Am I pathetic for not being able to control my tears?...I also cried when I realized I was at my stop and people had to tell me I was at my stop...I felt so embarrassed and pathetic that I didn't pay attention and know I was already at my stop...I feel ashamed for shedding these tears...over something I know is stupid to cry about....I'm sorry...have a nice day everyone...