I keep having random sexual thoughts/dreams about stuff and I don't know how to deal with them- like they appear out of no where and it's unsettling if I am in a school or just doing something normal and I just want them to be reality at this point- it's very nerve racking

I think I just want to feel loved by somebody who won't leave me and be there for me no matter what but also not do stuff we aren't comfortable with because I want them to be happy and comfortable around me :')

Like right now I don't have anymore interests of love-