I await my death

And I await wondering

When will I die?

Will it be today? Tomorrow?

Will it be next week? Next month? Next year?

Or will it come to me when I'm old?

I await my death

And I await wondering

How will I die?

Will it be because of suicide?

Will it be because of an accident?

Or will it come naturally?

I await my death

And I await wondering

Who will mourn for me?

Will my family do?

Will my friends do?

Will my acquaintances do?

I await my death

And I await wondering

What will I feel before I do?

Will I be angry? Betrayed?

Will I be sad? Pained?

Or will I be happy knowing all is well?