This isn't going to change things and I don't expect to go back or be forgiven either anytime soon. Not after all that's happened and the fact that things are the way they are now. But I just want to say one thing. If you have something in your grasp, or a girl ot person who truly loves you and wants nothing but the best for you, don't let a bad day or event be the reason to lash out or cause her pain to make you lose them.

Why do I say this? Because before my current girlfriend, there was someone who loved me. Someone who truly did want to make things work out. But in the end, I did the worst thing I could have ever done to her. I got mad at her and made my own problems feel like that they were worse than the actual situation going on with her. Someone close to her died. And instead of being there for her and listening, I let my own sadness and emotions get to me and caused this woman to walk out of my life and now she won't say a word anymore. Not after another accusation that was made.

But, that doesn't matter anymore. She's with someone else now. And although I don't like him at all in the slightest bit, if she's happy with him then okay. That's all that matters to me. I'm with someone new now and I won't let what I did in the past affect what I can do better now.

Melanie (Pretzel_Twistz, if you're looking at this or if you ever bother to, I'm sorry for hurting you at the time and even when you gave me a second chance at friendship. I hope you enjoy life with this kid and that he doesn't fuck up as much as I have. Take care and if anything, do not do anything I would do and make sure he doesn't make the same mistakes I had made towards you.

That is all.

Even though Misaki and I never cheated on you or Riley, I hope someday we can see you guys again, even if it's on different terms. Because it was nice talking to you both and such before all of these things happened. And as Misaki said in her part, she never did any of those things to ever want to harm you two to stir up accusations as I didn't either.

I want to be able to do things right, even if I unintentionally made it seem as tho those things were happening between Misaki and I at the time when it was never like that.

So please. If not hearing me out about things from what I have to say please at least hear her out.

Thank you