Dear whoever is reading this, 

I want you to know that today...I felt really out of it

I didn't want to talk to anyone 

I didn't want to interact with anyone

I really wanted to actually 

But it was as if my brain was saying no

I don't know why I've started acting this way

I've began to feel really far from my friend

I feel like I'm slowly depersonalizing myself

And growing apart from my usual personality 

I feel like I'm more emotional (a good thing and bad)

I feel like I'm going to fail everything this year in school

I feel like I'm going to fail piano tests this year 

I feel like I'm the reason my choir will lose in competition

I feel like I will lose all my friends

And what scares me

What really scares me 

Is that I don't seem to care

I want to scream "DALVIE! DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! STUDY! PRACTICE! TALK TO PEOPLE!"

But I just can't 

And

It

Scares

Me

To anyone who knows me in real life (Maddie I'm lookin' at you haha), please don't be worried

I go through phases 

So don't worry

It'll all pass

This is why this is a letter 

It's a moment I want to capture

For my dear reader

From, Dalvie

Hey guys

I'm ok don't worry

Today was just weird; I don't know