I wish I wasn't me
I wish I was someone else
I wish I was someone like Alison Sudol or Lana Condor or dodie clark
I wish I was an inspiration for someone else
I wish I did more with my life

I wish I didn't have to worry about the future
I wish I didn't have worry about college
I wish I didn't have to worry about money
I wish I didn't have worry about my religion
I wish I didn't have to worry

I wish that I had a good voice
I wish that I could do more on piano 
I wish that I learned more on guitar
I wish that I was on Broadway or a famous actress

I wish that my writing didn't suck ass
I wish that I would read more
I wish that I enjoyed classic books like Tale of Two Cities
I wish that I wasn't so caught up in fictional worlds that I have unreal expectations for reality

I wish that I wasn't so bipolar and selfish
I wish that I could keep my emotions in check
I wish I wasn't so dependent on people
I wish that I was less weird and more humble
I wish that people would like me
I wish that I didn't go with the flow of everyone's judgement
But I wish I fit in more

I wish that guys would like me
I wish that I would stop liking so many guys
I wish that I wasn't so dependent on guys to like me
I wish I stopped worrying so much about my appearance

I wish a lot of things
Things that will never come true
Because I'm me
Non-creative, non attractive, hyperactive, too extroverted
Me

I wish a lot of things
I wish I wasn't me