It's funny how I just realize this now.

Ever since the first half year in a relationship I had met so many kind people. Yet there were some that I couldn't stop myself from losing or getting into fights with. Yet sometimes it would come and go, but eventually after awhile things would be getting better again and change.

After that half year ago with "her", I'm pretty sure that those same people that I talked to that long ago aren't around as much. We don't talk like we used to that half year ago. Same goes with these past what 9 months...? Even after that too, the people I met around that time aren't around anymore either or we don't talk like we used to either.

Guess I can't really complain. I didn't want to be back into the drama anymore or have to deal with the pain and loss anymore.

But some part of me misses that part of that year and a half ago.

Heh..

I guess I should really stop focusing on the past as much.

Even if some of those people I once knew and I aren't friends anymore, I'm at least glad they're doing well and that they don't worry about the way I treated them or what I've done to cause them to want to leave my life.

Makes letting go a little easier.

Anyways, I guess I better be going. Wouldn't want to let this become too sentimental or make myself out to be a huge baby when it shouldn't matter too much anyways. Well see you guys later.