In the past year or so I have done some stupid shit.

I remember that when it came to friends there was this girl that I talked to and we would talk almost as much as how I do with most people here.

Even if it was just weird, looking back she remembered it all and told me she thought it was funny.

Aside from that, I have done stupid shit in the past two summers. One I had a girlfriend but did some dumb things and asked for dumb stuff in that relationship that I'm surprised she didn't even question it

And I even caused a friend to leave me because of my sensitiveness to everything that hit. In a fucking roleplay too. I really regret all the stuff I've done here up to this point. I'm sorry Joe for being so childish and ignorant and I'm sorry Miym for pushing you away because of that part of who I was at the time.

I'm 17 years old. I shouldn't be that way anymore.

So... Hopefully things will be different this time. I can't guarantee that I won't be a certain way sometimes  about something, but I'll try to keep my emotions and such under control.

Writer's/Friend's honor. *holds my hand over my heart and my arm out in a way that shows that I am being honesty and keeping my word*

And if I don't keep this up promise, then by zeno himself I will allow him to condemn me.

That's how serious I am.