No, this isn't one of those "serious" chapters or anything of the such. And it's unfortunately not the next preview of a story. This is just Luccato-san using Wattpad as a place to vent his feelings once again.

Honestly speaking, I never liked giving 100% of my effort in relatively anything. Even if it was to save my own life. This is the main root of my principle of laziness, yet at the same time, some part of me resists the future possibilities of regret as a result of being lazy. Basically, I'm to lazy to deal with regrets of the past, and I'd much rather deal with it before it could occur with completeness. As a result of this paradox of trying to not try, it's really frustrating when I come across failure.

Well, yeah, failing would make every other person dissatisfied, so why am I discussing it now?

As lame as it may sound, I failed to save a fictional character. It was a game. A brilliantly created game utilizing the modern media to the maximum potential. It was Doki Doki Literature Club.

There were four girls, and each of them could be saved except for one. One character that I could not grant happiness. Upon rerunning the game, I was treated to the special ending left behind by the creators. Sure, I finished the game, but in the end, I felt completely unsatisfied. The one fictional girl I wanted to save was beyond reach, and she could not be saved no matter how hard I tried.

I failed.

It was not the game's fault as it was a wonderful design. However, the inability to go beyond to redeem such was what made this failure much more miserable.

Now I have a chip in my shoulder. I swear, I do not want to encounter such a situation ever again- especially in real life.