Thinking I could get a job wasn't gonna work. I guess me knowing that I could get a job as a bus girl at a restaurant a few houses down from my house when im 14 got into my head. Iv also just been trying to figure out ways to save up cuz when I turn 18 I have to get a job no doubt about that. I think Im actually broken, Im not thinking logically more like what can I do to help out my family while saving up for my goal?

If your wondering what my goal is to go to a BTS concert or to any if my fav bands concert in this case but mosty BTS. Ive always liked the idea of it. Ive only ever gone to a basketball game in boston I think??? I dont know I was really little. But I found it cool.  Im blabbering sorry. Then I saw what Concerts look like how fun they look I wanted to see what it would be like to actually go to one.

I have a habit for settling and talking myself out if things, To the point I dont know how to decide or answer or what.

An I don't wanna do that again But I feel like I have to because I dont think I have any other Ideas Ive looked up Babysitting courses cus I know I do wanna babysit at some point. But besides that Im just a sitting duck an Ive been a sitting duck almost all summer, Havent gone adventuring. I think I have cabin fever haha.

I'll  shut up now bye,

potato out💜