Spring Day is one of my all time favorite songs. It relates alot to whats happening to me and my family and just over all my whole situtation.

"miss you"
Relates to how I miss my dad

"Saying this makes me miss you even more"
Hearing all the stories of stuff I did with my dad and what my dad did for others I can relate to it alot.

"Even though I’m looking at your photo"

I have a hard time looking at a picture of my dad its too painful Knowing he's not physically with me anymore That the person I looked up to the most is gone. I look up to my parents alot which I think most kids do.

"Time’s so cruel,I hate us"

Time took you away from me too soon, Time took you away from everyone too soon. We never had enough time to do what we wanted to do when Im older We wanted to go shoot guns together cause I know how much you liked Military things and how you got excited over machine guns whenever we played Xbox.

"I hate us" I think represents the parts that need more help in our father daughter relationship. I have trust issues and my trust issues are so bad and my axiety has gotten worse I pushed ppl away.

Im just gonna skip some lyrics that I dont rlly know how to explain what it means to me

"It’s all winter here, even in August"

My dad had gone to the Hospital in august too.. He had a near death experience. He stayed in the Hospital for a week.. We couldnt see him almost all that week, Our car was Taken bcs of reasons I would prefer not to say, So he was in the hospital alone...

He died In the mid to near end of winter one of his least favorite seasons.

"My heart is running on the time"

Everything comes to an end good and bad. everything runs out of time. My heart will always be running on the day I can see you again.

"Alone on the Snowpiercer"

I feel like my Family is alone now no one to protect us like my dad could..no one fix all the stuff we break no one to comfort us when were breaking emotionally or bleeding physically. My dad Knew How to do almost everything that I cant do that my mom cant do. Yea my mom can comfort us and protect us but shes not good with technology, she gets overwhelmed easily shes ok at bandaging stuff up. But my dad was very special...and still is.

"Wanna get to the other side of the earth, holding your hand"

I wanted to take my parents to place, Bring my dad to fire some guns and go to a battle ship museum. I wanted my dad to hold my hand and wanted my Dad to be with my family 😢😢😢. I wanted to hold on to his hand alittle longer I miss the feeling of holding his hand I miss his hugs I miss him....

"Wanna put an end to this winter"

This winter was and the last few years have been horrible. So many things have gone wrong. The winter is cold and heartless to me. 

"How much longing should we see
snowing down"
How much longer is this pain going to last..

To have the days of spring, Friend

What will the rest of my life be like in the spring when everything seems better but in reality it just feels lonely and hard. To have the day you come back to us in 1 piece healthy,sane and alive...

I know theres more lyrics but I dont wanna write anymore..