Idek who's going to see this but 🤷.

I don't know how to feel about anything anymore. I keep getting hurt by people and it sucks so much. If you feel a certain way about me, or if I'm bothering you, just tell me. Chances are, I'll just feel guilty about everything. Anything is better than talking about me behind my back. This isn't directed to anyone, I've just had a lot going on outside of Wattpad. My "friend" went behind my back and talked shït about me, this guy I used to be involved with started texting me again, and this other guy can't seem to go a day without making some rude comment about me.

I just feel like I don't know who I can trust anymore. I don't know who I can talk to without them running and telling everyone. I've just dealt with a lot of people who have gone behind my back, and I'm so tired of it.

I feel like I'm alone. Even on an app as big as this I feel alone because I don't know who's safe to talk to. I don't know who I can call my friends.

I feel like all I do is bother people.

I just don't know what to do anymore. Life is stressful.
I just wish I knew who I could talk to, because at this point I don't know anymore.

Soooo those are the thoughts of Pennie. I don't usually let myself get this sad, but it happens. By tomorrow, I'll probably be better. At least, hopefully I will.