I wrote a song. About Red. Because that's perfectly normal.

There is a monster within me
I am my own worst enemy
I feel it fighting to break free
Though I won't let it take control

Some days I know I'll never bend
Those days I wish I had a friend
Most days I pray for it to end
The madness swallows me alive

'Cause I'm an angel with no wings
I'm a demon with no crown
I'm the lament a mourner sings
As they stand and watch me drown

Endless is my hidden rage
Bottomless this pit of hate
It's not my choice how I was made
This despair consumes me whole

My patience quickly wearing thin
I fear the monster beneath my skin
And now I let the game begin
Run if you intend to survive

'Cause I'm an angel with no wings
I'm a demon with no crown
I'm the lament a mourner sings
As they stand and watch me drown
I'm the lament a mourner sings
As they stand and watch me drown

I don't want you to take the fall
But I am caught within it's thrall
And fury overwhelms it all
I know I shouldn't be surprised

I find no guiding flame this night
Dark shadows fall upon the light
Watch fallen angels take their flight
Through the veil of mist

'Cause I'm an angel with no wings
I'm a demon with no crown
I'm the lament a mourner sings
As they stand and watch me drown

This anger writhes within my mind
Hopes of redemption left behind
And in that truth you all will find
I am a monster in disguise

I hate the past I faced alone
I fear the future, now set in stone
Forever within the darkness I roam
Please, I never wanted this

'Cause I'm an angel with no wings, angel with no wings
I'm a demon with no crown, demon with no crown
I'm the lament a mourner sings, lament a mourner sings
As they stand and watch me drown, stand and watch me drown

A nightmare from which I'll never wake
This curse which I can never break
Rare kind within this swirling hate
A hidden world of hurt and lies

(Whispered) There is a monster within me
I am my own worst enemy
I feel it fighting to break free
And I've let it take my mind