I can't fucking write.

Like...I can't. My mind is losing inspiration and I'm legit thinking about world issues and shit liKE WHAT THE FUCK BRAIN?

Then I realize...I'm getting closer to becoming an adult.

;-;

I'm NOT READY.

I WANNA TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME WHEN I WAS JUST IN A FUCKING DIAPER, NOT UNDERSTAND SHIT PEOPLE SAID.

UGH.

Anywho.

And the fact that I have a whole chapter written out Jdhsusnhsh for PYT AND JUST HAdnt posted it yet just proves my laziness. I mean I was writing the chapter when I wasn't focused and I may have fucked up but I haven't been able to really look it over yet because of my mood.

I'm sorry :(.

I'm suppose to be happy but lately shit has just been really wacky.

I'm hoping I will be back to normal soon, get out of my funk and go back to updating properly.

BUT ANYWAY...

WHAT'S UP WITH THIS THING CALLED BIG DICK ENERGY?

LIKE.

WHAT.

THE.

FUCK.

all I see now is big dick energy.

Wtf.

Do i ooze big dick energy?

I mean, I write smut that has been scientifically proven to give lady boners.

Like df.

On another note,

I went on Tumblr and downloaded audio things...of BTS members moaning(not real audio tho. But I wish). I need to find one of Hoseok though. I...honestly don't know what safe social media place I can post them and share them with y'all.

Twitter has started to kill my brain cells BECAUSE OF THE bl**** shit.

My brain has lost its brain cells. And I'm a smart ass kid.

Like there are so many reasons why I'm not multifandom and the b**** shit is one reason why.

Too much drama.

Too much bullshit.

Too much toxicity.

But people get pissed when you don't stan their faves. They try and force them on you.

But listen, BTS has sent sucha high standard for me, I can't do it lmao. I mean it's not like I won't do it but BTS is one of the reasons why I'm still kicking.

And besides that, Fuck that havoc and chaos.

But that beside, I'm gonna snap if I see people talking about ships when Jungkook drops a GCF.

"Taekook though"
"Jikook though"

Can you shut the fuck up, though?

People are taking shipping too far. They're legit taking the fun out of shipping(fanfic wise) like it's not real sis. We can hope and dream all the fuck we want but still it's not real🤷🏾‍♀️

It's aggravating seeing that shit.

And it be the main people who cry and bitch about Jungkook not posting anything.

"oH OPpAR wHY U nO pOST-"

You ruin social media for him probably. He might've got on the stan side of twt and saw the shit people post.

*cOw HyBrID-*

JK: *google translates*
JK:

Like...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DlmtbHw1mtA

It's sickening.

And worse thing is that these dom seok stans are giving me a headache.

They probably don't even know wtf a dom/sub or a top/bottom is.

Dom: Dominants like to be in charge. Some like to have their partner obey them without questioning, others like some resistance while taking it their way. Some are dominant only in the bedroom, others are dominant throughout their daily life as well (usually with limitations). Unlike the top roles (giving pain/bondage/degradation), being dominant is more about who decides what happens (and takes the responsibility that comes with it) than about the contents of what happens.

Submissives like to follow. Some like to give the control away to their partner(s), some like to have it forcibly taken from them. Some are submissive only in the bedroom, others are submissive throughout their daily life as well (usually with limitations). Unlike the bottom roles (receiving pain/bondage/degradation), being submissive is more about who decides what happens (and takes the responsibility that comes with it) than about the contents of what happens.

I didn't type this because I'm a lazy bitch but I got it off of a bdsm site. I know what dom/sub is already 😂 Just hella lazy af.

Oomf.

But anyway, it's so irritating to see them talk so bad about sub Hobi ethaustists but I honestly just want one of them to say some shit to me while i preach my word so I can drop those pics of Hoseok being the true baby boy he is. Like hoe.

Shit I've been ranting too long.

I need to go back on Tumblr and hunt for more stuff.

WAIT ONE MORE THING-

I would kindly like for people to stop shoving ships that another person doesn't ship down their throats. If they don't ship your ship then let them be. Don't disrespect them and shit. Like bitch stfu and go on about your business.

No one cares about your pineapple pizza, Karen.

God...

Alright I'm done. I shall go hunting on Tumblr tonight for some more content :).

Love you guys❤