(Saanjh kept thinking about the same thing again and again!!!)

Saanjh's POV:

Is he right???

Can Navika plot this!?? But why???

And she was only 17 then!!! How can a mere 17 year old ???

No!!! There's more to this...
But then Aarya is marrying her... isn't he?

🥺

But why am I this bothered...

I don't have his name written in my destiny... Even if it is..  it's temporary 🥺

Always been that way right Aarya...

Then why am I still not able to move on from you... 7 years it is Saanjh🥺

Do I still love...

No I don't!!!

No... I DON'T...

But why does his name bring shine in my eyes... and a sensation I can't still describe 🥺 a pain that opens a fire in the pit of my stomach 🔥

I hate you Aarya..

Aarya...

Aa....aaa...Aarya🥺

'Done maam'

I was brought back to reality when I saw my hand and it had

AARYA

Written there!!!

Shit!!!

I looked at the beautician who was applying bridal Mehendi onto my hand... And pulled back my hand saying...
'What is this!!!'

She said... 'The name you were calling out continuously'

'Was I ???🥺'

Just then I felt a hot breath near my right cheek and a kiss near my earlobe...

'That's cause I affect you like a fucking drug sweetheart!!!'

I turned around quickly and I have him lean deeply into my face with a naughty smile and shiny eyes...

Next second I saw him look at my eyes and lips...

Slowly i felt him pull me on his lap..

My eyes popped out😳

We were sitting in the mid crowd of more than 100+ eyes who were dancing and going aww looking at us and here he pulls me on his lap like I'm no weight...like we are college kids...
Bloody nerve of this 34 year old sexy beast to do this torture to me in front of everyone 😏...

Next he digs his neck into the crook of my neck takes my right hand in his hand and slowly starts applying lemon and sugar syrup to my dried mehndi on the hand while he keeps kissing my neck and smiling...

And the crowd..our family...
Is only hooting and doing awwwww 🤦

That minute Shraddha Di...his sister who joined us today morning comes and clicks our cosy picture and his mom comes and takes a bundle of money and twirls it around us and says...

'Haye nazar na lage (stay away from every evil eye)'

And asks waiters to distribute it to poor and needy...

While he shamelessly digs more into my neck...

'Stop it Aarya... everyone is seeing us' I tell him softly in a whisper...

While he says... 'Whats your problem if I romance my wife huhh Jealous woman!' saying he rubs his thin stubble a little more on my shoulder... and I try to push him away... But he's absolutely unbothered!!!

Idiot!

A light smile crept my face at his stupid act..

Just then the beautician confirms she is done.

And I bend down to look at both my hands and legs... I had beautiful mehndi designed on both my hands and legs...

Next second I shiver as i see he's not behind me but at my legs...

I look at him wondering what's he doing..

The song kept playing by the DJ...

'Tere ishq me jogi hona...menu jogi hona'...

He slowly lifts my leg keeps on his lap and applies the lemon sugar syrup using cotton on my feet..

While my mom dad come running...
'No no...beta... Aarya you are her husband...you shouldn't touch her feet'

To which he smiled looking into my eyes and says...
'Her everything is mine maa... I love her every single portion from head to toe... And these beautiful feet of hers which stepped into my black and white life is where I keep my heart...my soul and my life...all at her feet...dedicated to her! Forever!!!'

And I loose it right there 🥺

I pull back my legs ...

My eyes hopelessly start pouring...

My heart screamed....

'You really think he can cheat on you Saanjh'

I just got up from there and started running towards the infinity pool area that had a lavish view of the beautiful sea...

And this second my eyes poured in hundred times more intensity than the gushing waves of sea...

Finally admitting my adamant emotions...

Yes...

Yes....

Yess... I do...

I still do 🥺

I love you Aarya 🥺🥺🥺🥺..

I love you

I

Love

You

Dammit ..

Shit!!!

I still

Do...

I still do ....I love you my Adam😭

I still 😭 do...🥺

I screamed out loud and fell on my knees..

Breaking down...

Shattering like a mirror that lost its charm...

I cried out loudly.. like I wanted to always...

7 years of heartbreak, pain, love, tease, hurt ....

Pain of being hurt...

Pain that this heart can't be healed...

Pain that I needed him and he's not mine...

My love for him...my desire...

And that broken trust between us...

Everything was shedding the hell out...

With the setting sun my tears spilled with more and more intensity...

'Why did you break my heart Adam'

I cried hard...only to hear...
'I did not Eve'

That was a whisper in my ears...

I turned around to see him cupping my face in my most vulnerable state right now 🥺

'Saanjh.. you must learn to trust your Love'

I looked up to his face and I don't know why...

I hugged him tightly....I kissed his neck...his nape and cheeks ...

In 48 hours he will divorce me!!!

48 hours!!!

I will loose this warmth again..

Our fake relationship will end 🥺

But I don't want it to...

I kissed him too close...my tears were rubbed on his neck and face...

I was shivering now...

'You will....le...lea... leave me...in...2...da...days... Di...di....div... divorce... me'

I slowly heard a whisper...

'Eve....trust is an important factor...just once in your life...one single damn time...trust your Adam ... only believe  your heart and not your eyes or ears Sweetheart...' saying he crushed me more into his front and kissed my neck and hair...

I closed my eyes when he comforted me🥺... I just didn't want this moment to end... I digged my body more into his warm chest...

'Dont le...le..leave ma...me Ad...Ad...Adammmm..' a stuttering voice cried it's heart out slowly...

He sucked my neck more and tightened his grip more...

My waist was being crushed at his hold...and I did the same to his torso and back... Crushed tighter 🥺 like I never want to let him go and dissolve him into me😢

Just then i heard
..

'Aarya my baby.... I'm ready... Let's go...'

And my grip on his torso loosened...

He still kissed my shoulder one last time..

'Just remember what I said love!'

My eyes bulged out at that...

I was released from his hold and next he walked past me...

I turned around to see Navika standing there with a slutty dress... Her breasts were doing the formality of being covered and her butt was just being shut with that dress...

Her dark maroon lipstick and dark makeup was making my heart beat in fear😟

I saw Aarya hold her hand saying...
'Looking hot...'

Tears spilled out of my eyes ...

And I looked at his face...

He said...
'Bye Saanjh... Handle this boring function 😏 I'm having an awesome date night with my bride'

I felt thundering struck in my chest...

Date 'night'... The word night was scaring me...

While next I saw Navika play with his shirt button and said something that shattered my existence

'I can't wait to spend the night with you.. my body and my heart are craving you Mr Malhotra!'

I almost collapsed...

Thankfully I balanced myself with the infinity pool iron rod...

Next his index finger was playing with Navika's face and he said...

'Bye Saanjh... I'm doing my bride tonight! Make sure no one comes to my cottage tonight! Hotel staff is warned but your family and my family are a big drama company! Handle them... '

And next he slipped his hand into Navika's waist and said...

'Ready for tonight's fun hottie?'

And the Bitch smiled shamelessly...

While I broke down yet another time😭

It's the worst when you know your man slept with another woman...

And if there's anything worse then it is to see your man going to sleep with another woman infront of your own eyes🥺

I fell down and poured silent tears non stop while looking at both my hands that had his name written...

Aarya on it ...

I looked at the sky that was dark now...

Sun left...moon came..

I turned my head one last time towards him who was taking steps with Navika in his arms towards his cottage...

While one last time I heard him say without turning around...

'Remember right whatever I said! Don't forget!'

My puffy eyes shot in his direction... before taking a turn towards his cottage he turned back and shot me one last look and then walked towards his cottage...

I tried to decode that look...

But couldn't...

Guess my programming skills won't help everywhere in life!

While my head shouted...'Its finished! He's going to fuck her again!'

While my heart recalled what he said...
'Trust is an important factor!'...

What's he doing exactly 🥺

Why is my simple life this complicated 🥺