August 25th, 2014 cont.

        "I couldn't stay in the apartment. I don't know how she does it. I was out at the market for about an hour, and when I came home, she wasn't there yet. I decided to write this down to calm myself; after having to tell myself that she is catching up on about two months of news, probably on Steve, I've relaxed a bit. The library closes in half an hour.

           I bought her flowers.

         I feel like such a kid again."