January 30th, 2015

     "Today is the day.

      I think this must be how every guy feels when the thought of his girlfriend being pregnant scares the life out of him. I've faced some awful things, but this scares me more than any of that. Only someone blind to the world could bring a child into it; I can't, I won't. All evidence points at me being an idiot, though, for not thinking of this before we...

      I don't want this to be cause for her to leave.

     I haven't slept in three days."