When someone leaves, it's because someone else is about to arrive.

– Paulo Coelho, The Zahir

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You stupid idiot. Why did you think he would wait for you. You stupid idiot. I walked up the stairs to my apartment, crying the whole time. I opened the door and left the cups of coffee on the kitchen table. I ran into my room and fell on the bed in a pile of tears.

Idiot. Idiot. Idiot. I'm such an idiot. I'm an idiot for letting him go. I'm an idiot for letting him in. I'm an idiot for getting to know him. I'm an idiot for letting him in my heart.

I flopped on my bed and I stayed there.

I cried until my face was sore.

I didn't study.

I didn't drink any coffee.

I fell into a restless sleep, crying half of the night.

When I woke up. I wasn't me anymore.

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Author's Note

I'm thinking of switching to the format of the first book.

The cover above is by iheartcellos I just felt like posting it, because I really love the cover.

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