The world had stuck under clouds,
The sun had hidden from the ground.
Winds came blowing away the warm hearth,
It made the world as cold as my heart.

On a bench I used to share
With a lover that I gave all my care,
Sat just myself as I stare
Thinking about the loneliness I bare.

Between my fingers is an ordinary book
That I pretend to read so no one would look
At my e/c  eyes that seem tired
Which my heartwarming smile can't hide.

In truth,I had thought of someone,
Without him,I'd be no one
Which I was in every way right now
No matter how I ask myself 'How?'

Years had passed since the last time I came
But in my mind never left his name.
I had gone and he had stayed,
And our love was the price to be paid.

As I waited for an accident to happen
To put my life to an end,
Came a little brunette girl a-skipping
As she alternately came running.

It was evident to whose parents she was,
I didn't even dare to greet and ask.
Her eyes that was the color of trees and grass
Were like the ones I used to stare at as the time passed.

And her chocolate brown hair swept to the side
Almost pushed me to cry out my mind.
I remembered his smell,like grounded coffee in the morning
Nostalgia just had to hit me,and now I was mourning.

It was her face that gave this girl away.
Though I wished it was mine,I could never say
That I moved on from the things that happened this May.
How I wish I didn't come back all this way.

The girl had left me to run where her parents were.
I saw them,nonetheless,through my eyes that were blur.
Robbie Kay was that man's name.
And by his side was the woman I blame.

She had stolen my world and the person I hold dear,
But then I'd remember,it was my fault,I've gone for years.
Somehow,my dearest Robbie seem to had already forgotten
His solemn promise that he won't replace me with other women.

He had married her and had a child,the little girl.
And somehow I felt like anytime now I was gonna hurl.
I thought he had waited for me but I guess not.
And it hurts me because I loved him a lot.

My anger was strong and so was my despite.
But I couldn't possible do them any harm,I had not the right.
He had his faults,and so did she
But the only person I could blame is me.

For where there's hate,love must also abide.
Even if it wasn't from me,he seems alright.
And if my heart did ache and break and die,
Their love was something that can never be a lie.

For those who doesn't like this poem or poems entirely..this is a summary:
Robbie and you once loved each other but you have to leave town for....reasons(make it up,use your imagination!).And you've been gone for many years.And when you came back,Robbie had already married and had a child...a little girl that looked like him..and looked like the other woman.You were devastated but you had accepted that you weren't in the picture anymore because he was happy as things were...

I dedicate this to samfaith13 ...Anyway,thanks Fifi for the last imagine you made me,I love it so much,I'll treasure it forever.

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