"Ivan doesn't like to be left alone. During his childhood of being under the rule of the Golden Horde, Ivan's view of the world was warped and twisted. Violence was normal. Death was just another event in the day. Blood was used for paint. Hearing voices was just like having conversations with people you can't see. Nobody wanted to be around a nation that had such a childish cruelty. His world was bleak and lifeless. That's why he found such satisfaction to be around sunflowers. They were so bright and livid, and it made him feel... Happy. Others are scared of him. He knows this. And it hurts his heart to be aware of the fact. All he wants are some people who are not afraid of him. To laugh with him.

To love him."

... I-I.... *Looks away* .... No comment..