You hated your life. As simple as that. All you would do was cry and were very emotional. It started with your older brother. He had a terrible mental problem when you were about a baby. As always , you try to ask him to hang out or do something fun but he would always say no. As you felt a bit lonely , you had no kids you ever met in the neighborhood. Till as a old woman and a child came , they changed your life. You may have had a few arguments but they still worked out as you went to have play dates when you were 6. Until she had to move from you , making you lonely again. School still was no big help. From being bad at math in 4th grade to being terrible at reading in 5th grade. All you cared for was art. You joined a art club but others liked to make fun of you , just cause you were different from the others. You thought you could get passed that until...your sister. When one day , having a crying breakdown , she called you the worst thing ever. " no wonder why they make fun of you , your no good at all , your useless. " all you did was break. Your mom felt concerned because you were so lonely to the point you started talking to yourself. You wanted friends. And not just friends at school you see only just for one grade then leave to another class or school. Real friends. But even the closest family can break you. You decided their was no meaning in life so when everyone was asleep , you wrote a note :

Dear mom , dad , I'm sorry if I ever was useless to you. I can't be the perfect one you want me to be. I'm lonely , psycho and emotional. I'm going up , to a safer place. Where I can be free , and you won't worry about me. Life on without me , and forget me. I'm not worth living. I'm sorry that I'm not there to see my family happy. I'll have to be out the picture. I'm sorry.

- y/n

You packed all your favorite things and went to Mount Ebout. All you did was let the tears flow down your cheeks , thinking about how they'd be happy that you were dead. As you thought it was a lil two scary , you decided maybe to turn back but u til a vine grabbed you and pulled you down the hole on Mount Ebout. Your world went black. Maybe you'd get your wish. Your there. To the promise land. ( if your not Christen , or don't believe in Jesus , then you just thought you made your family happy )