i can't keep myself from thinking

that this world we live in is sinking 

we're on the edge of radiation 

we're ignoring education 

everyone is fighting endless wars

are my rights the same as yours?

we're all already colonised and colourised 

wearing blindfolds to cover up our eyes

because the truth is somehow worse 

than seeing all we've done, it hurts 

every country's deep in shit 

but we're preoccupied with Taylor Swift 

but what if the world is ending 

i haven't done anything worth remembering 

and while i'm worried shaking sick 

can't help thinking this is it

are we doomed to repeat the past 

i don't know if humanity will last

at the pace we've set our own demise 

while from our tongues drip lies 

of sweet false securities 

and pretend interest in fake celebrities 

while riots wars and fights break loose 

all around us a tightening noose 

and maybe that's why i can't breath 

i know i overthink but please 

tell me i'm loosing my mind 

that everything i've said is lies 

that really we're all doing fine 

and everything will be alright 

that my paranoia has become twisted 

because the only other option is that i'm being realistic

......yeah.