"What did he say?" I ask Caedmon as he walks back into the room.

"He won't be back for another week, he's somewhere in Mexico at the moment." Caedmon explains.

"Ok." I tell him, running my hand through my hair.

"It's ok dawn, just go and have a shower."  Caedmon tells me, as I look up those stairs remembering ever memory at once of my mother. Walking, running up and down those stairs. I'm scared to walk up there, but I guess fear makes you braver. Right?

"Ok." I tell him gulping as I walk up those stairs, into my room.

I grab my laptop and type up, car accident in La and today's date. One of the security cameras in that area caught the whole thing, my eyes soak up like a sponge. I couldn't take it anymore, I slam the computer shut and grab my towel. I walk to the bathroom and get undressed for the shower, I put on P!nks new song on.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iM_kZ930uic

As the song finished, I got out and wrapped myself in a towel. I go back to my room and get dressed and wrap myself in a blanket, I look up at the roof. Wondering if mum is looking down at me right now.