"19 years old, no blood on your hands just burns from trying to love the sun (not The Sun lmao), but you no longer need the warmth, you love yourself and it is finally enough."

FULL NAME
❥Nesryn Almira Vega

NICKNAMES
❥Nes, Nessy, Nes-rynnie, Ryn, Mira (;3)

AGE
❥20

GENDER
❥ Female

SEXUAL/ROMANTIC ORIENTATION
❥Demisexual biromantic

PERSONALITY
❥Born from the card that symbolizes Mother Nature, Nesryn is a daughter of spring and rebirth. Her very soul flows with warmth that no darkness can overpower, except his. Right now though, is the beginning of the process of rebirth, not in the lives that she touches, but in her own.

❥The Empress feels very deeply. Not just beauty and nature and warmth but also the darkness and the fear and the way his smile curves the exact same but somehow seemed more sinister than before. She is one of acceptance, pulling everyone in no matter the amount of darkness and light inside of them. Perhaps that is why things ended the way they did.

❥ The Empress Card signifies abundance in all forms. She is generally full of life and energy, happiness bursting from her core. Though nowadays the fire that fuels her is much calmer, less childish (in her words, not mine). Nowadays there are times where she seems solemn, and many perceptive types notice the way she holds herself back, stepping away instead of reaching forward like she used to.

❥A calm and nurturing person, the Empress is naturally structured in a way that allows her to care for and protect others in the same way a mother would, from the gentle curves of her arms around you to the encouraging smiles that she never learned to hide away.

❥Self respect is a word she's only very recently learned, and she never expected to learn it here and now, where your body is not yours but the governments, where your mind and all the emotions within it are nothing but distractions and weaknesses. She found her rebirth in the darkest place and darkest time on Earth, and perhaps that is why she is The Empress.

❥Nesryn can be suffocating at times, cutting off oxygen to plants instead of letting them breathe and freely grow. It is because she cares too deeply and feels too deeply and thinks too deeply that she connects far far too deeply with people, drowning them in her worries. Controlling is a word she is trying to erase, and it's a slow process that doesn't help at all with a different slow process where she learns to let people in again.

FACE CLAIM
❥Kathryn Bernardo

INTERESTS
❥Orange; her favorite color, and her least favorite fruit.
❥Flowers/Gardening; she's always loved to garden and is a green thumb.
❥Documenting; she likes to keep records in any way she can, from pictures to videos to just words. She has a million journals and photos just scattered in her room.
❥The Emperor; she likes to think that they're close friends.
❥The Tower; She wants to be closer friends with her, but she just never knows how to communicate with them.
DISLIKES
❥Death; she and him just don't get along.
❥Judgement; they've had their fair share of arguments.
❥Disorganized things; she can't stand when things aren't in order / look messy.
STRENGTHS
❥Heightened sensitivity; the palm of Nesryn's hands and feet are extra sensitive in order to aid her in bending her element, to the point where she could sometimes feel vibrations with them.
❥Balance; you can't knock her off her feet even if you try, unless you physically pick her up and drop her sideways. This in turn also makes her quite agile.
❥Control; She prides herself in being able to control her powers well, though not as well as she would like.
❥Brave; Nesryn is brave almost to the point of recklessness, sometimes putting herself in danger due to her hubris.
WEAKNESSES
❥Cats; she has a severe cat allergy
❥Short range; her powers are better suited for long range and large scale attacks.
❥Sensitivity; due to her earth powers, Nesryn has a heightened sensitivity on the palms of her hands and feet, almost like her Achilles heels.
❥Migraines; Nesryn has had chronic migraines since she was young that doctors could never really figure out. Now that she thinks about it though it might have something to do with her being part of the Arcana though.
❥Insomnia; Nesryn is an insomniac, to the point that it interferes with her daily life sometimes. It's very sporadic and on bad weeks causes her migraines to worsen to passing out spells.
❥Commitment issues; after how badly her last relationship went, she's a bit apprehensive on getting too close to anyone really.
❥Her fears; some of them are pretty debilitating and could be used against her if they fall into the wrong hands.
❥Too trusting; even with her bad breakup, she still trusts and lets people in too easily.
FEARS
❥Claustrophobia; it's a very weird case. She can handle being locked up alone, but if she's with someone else she will actually pass out from fear.
❥Fear of heights; her power is over ground and solid earth, so being in air sounds like the worst possible thing you could do to her.
❥The twins getting hurt; she loves her two younger siblings with all her heart and would honestly do anything for them.
WEAPON
❥Nesryn wields a long stick which she can either just use as is or combine with her elemental powers to create more dangerous weaponry. Usually she uses rocks and creates something like a morning star.
BACKSTORY
❥Like nature itself, the Empress' life begins with Rebirth. Her father and mother were both high ranking officials who settled down to start a family. She was the eldest of three, her two younger siblings twins just shy of 15 by now.
❥Next comes summer; warmth. Her childhood days were full of laughter and fearlessness, as if nothing in the world could stop her. It was in her childhood that she met him, who was explosive but beautiful, like massive super novas and fireworks.
❥But then came fall, in the form of her fifteenth birthday. She always had a tendency to love too deeply, and hold on too tightly to things she knows would only hurt her. Though it was more like he was holding on too tightly, around her neck that is. You wouldn't call it an abusive relationship, simply suffocating, and toxic. Because of who? Neither knows, both probably.
❥Winter was a merciless change. Like a snowstorm, it devoured her entire world. Winter signifies the beginning of the war, it signifies her being taken away, it signifies her siblings' faces frozen with fear. It signifies stagnation, and how nature didn't give her enough time to heal.
❥But now the cycle repeats, and Spring comes around again.
OTHER
❥Her favorite color is orange.
❥She cannot stand Death because he reminds her too much of him.
❥Mom Friend™️ that is the definition of "I compulsively take care of other people when I don't know how take care of myself"
❥A remake of Miracle Haven if you guys remember her.
❥Y'all I tried so hard please love her.