Burn~Token x i dont fucking know who i was writing. (South park.)

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Yes Hello_Im_Crazy279 I stole your idea yet again.
Warnings: Cursing and mainly talk about cheating, if nobody knows this is inspired by the song Burn from Hamilton.
Ages: 20 both.
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Token's POV.

"Don't!" I bark, venom in my voice as he tries to approach.

"Token.....," he lets out.

"Are you obsessed with throwing everything we had away like it was absolutely nothing?" I ask.

"I knew it was really stupid, I'm sorry," he says.

"Sorry isn't cutting it," I say.

I can feel the tears fall.

"As much as i might wish I didn't, I have some pride! And you just- you throw EVERYTHING we had, you child, our relationship, all of it AWAY like it doesn't matter," I say.

I start crying.

"I can take you being poor, you being without a legacy because what matters is just there! But no! You can't understand that! Fine! I can live with that! But then the moment I'm outside, you go behind my back? That's enough! It's enough! Do I even matter to you or is it for your fucking legacy?" I ask.

"Token, I'm so sorry," he says.

I show him the letter we wrote, years back.

"Tell me honestly! Does anything in these matter to you at fucking all?" I ask.

"Of course," he says, very quietly.

"You have words that work like a goddamn painting, I'll tell you that. You can write a masterpiece, give hope to someone in the darkness," I say.

"I really don't meant to hurt you," he says.

"Don't!" I say again, hearing the steps come even closer.

"You broke my heart! You have broken our family! Explain this to the children when the time comes, how you broke my heart," I say.

"I really am sorry," he lets out.

"Don't try it! Honestly, you're quite literally an Icarus! You flew and flew and it's time you fall into the ocean with your dry wings and your beautiful words, building the most beautiful cities, can drown with you," I say.

"Token.... you know you don't mean," he says.

"Try me," I say, trying to sound as if I wasn't about to burst into tears yet again.

"You've broken my heart one too many times," I say.

The fire I lit is starting to stop burning.

"I'm burning every letter that could have redeemed you," I say.

I drop the first one into the fire.

"You can stand over there and watch, if you want," I say.

He, shamefully, closes his eyes, starting to cry.

"You told the whole world how you went behind my back! You told everyone that I wasn't enough for you," I say.

"No. You are enough," he says.

"Oh I am?! Explain why you had to take someone else then," I say.

"I.... I," He says.

"How fucking dare you? I SAVED ALL OF THESE! I READ THEM SO OFTEN, SMILING AT OUR BEGINNINGS AND YOU DARE TO SAY THEY AREN'T LIES!" I yell, getting more angered by every word.

"I have seen how they all fall for your charms! I'm not naive and I won't be used like this!" I say.

"Token, dear," he says.

"Shut up!" I screech.

He's covering a little.

"Shut.... up," I say.

He nods, clearly scared. Immediately regret washed over me at his face. That's what he's got, a charming smile and a way to make you the one that didn't wrong. I'm not in the wrong here, fuck no....

"I don't have anything to say," he says.

"Then stay quiet!" I say.

I put an another one in the fire, eyes on him.

"We didn't need a fucking legacy. Other than you know, your children, they are your legacy! And how come is it the only legacy you don't give a shit about?" I ask.

"I do care for them, quite a lot," he says.

"Shut the fuck up," I say.

I sigh.

"I see the way you look at him," I say.

"He isn't you, Token. I care for you!" He says.

"Stop bullshitting. When you care for someone, you don't fuck over their whole life by going behind them and fucking someone else," I say.

The third letter falls into the fire.

"I have these memorised, I loved them that much. And you can just.... rip it. Now every though of them is painful! You made yourself the victim like always! Can't you take blame?" I ask.

"I'll make it up to you!" He says.

I throw the next letter into the fire and then the next.

"Will you? Because I'm fairly certain you can't by now! You're in this mess and I'm not letting you out of it as easily as I did the other times!" I say.

He takes my hand, tears in his eyes.

"I promise! I swear on my legacy, the thing I'm proud of, I will make it up to you, Token!" He says.

"How do you plan to do that?" I ask.

I put the next letters into the fire.

"You've thrown in all away already!" I say.

"I'll pick it up then! I will, I swear, I will! It was a mistake! I should never ever do this to you! I shouldn't cause you so much pain! I don't know what you're facing, I don't pretend to know that.... but let me try to do this," he says.

"Don't think you can talk your way into my heart!" I say.

"I won't talk then. Token, please!" He says.

"I can't get rid of you anyway! You're in my life so much! Just.... never come to me again!" I say.

"Token," he says.

I burn rest of the letter.

"If you are sorry, you better get to working! You'll need all the time you can get to fix this," I say.

He hugs me.

"Don't," I mutter.

He nods and starts walking away. That's the exact moment I fall on the floor, crying.

"Token," he says.

"Can't you just leave?" I ask.

"I love you," he says.

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