Life may have a lot more for you than what you think.

A smile crept on my face .The credit for this goes to my mother .

????? was the expression on her face .She asked without speaking "How?"

I decided to bring a change on her bewildered look.

I never knew I could sing and write so well.

My mom

I stopped , remembering her . Tears rolled down my cheeks .

She broke yet composed herself when I cried,
She was the ray of light when darkness engulfed me in it's embrace ,
She encouraged me to be strong,
To never give up hope ,
To keep fighting when difficulties tried to suppress me.

A mother is someone who will do anything , reach any extent to save her child . Neglecting herself for the sake of her love.

My mother used to come to me and console me .

She always says that Neil you will always have choices ,but it is you who is going to choose . So choose wisely .

Jabtak Tum kadam nhi badhaoge tabtak Tum aage ka soch nhi paaoge . Ek bar hi sahi thodi si himmat karke kadam badhao warna zindagi to tumhara rasta chun chuki hai bas tumhare faisle ki der hai.

A direction , a path I never really cared about .But which stands so close to me, to my heart.

You must have heard people drinking or listening to sad songs when they are depressed but in my case I started to write

I started from diary and soon veered to poems and songs.

"And mom "I said with a love smitten voice,"She persuaded me to go for my develoving passion."

"Wow , that sounds like a movie. An inspirational one of course." She laughed sneakily .

I knew that in a way she was trying to lift up my mood .
She extended her soft fingers and wiped the tears from my eyes .

It's good that ,that scoundrel cheated .

WTH??? Was all my mind could process .

"Are you saying that he was right ??😢"I asked out of shock and disapproval .

She smiled and held my face in her hands .
Then in a gentle manner explained ,"Mr think wrong ,i mean to say that if he hadn't done those things then you wouldn't have been here and I wouldn't have been able to listen to your heart touching voice ."

She is right .My heart supported .

And what about the misery and sufferings you had to go through ? Was that worth ?My brain questioned .

You went though pain only to discover happiness .

But this time I supported my brain .

Those incidents changed me.
I have started to think the worst believing that even if bad happens it might give me a tiny amount of happiness .

Before we could continue our chor-police investigation more like a friendly confession the clouds too relieved themsleves.

Small droplets of rain fell on our already damp faces .

"Wow, Rain !" She exclaimed out loud and stood up followed by pulling me and twirled in the rain.

Her innocent gestures soothed my soul just like the freshness and happiness brought by the scented breeze during soft showers .

The cause of that perfumed gust is the soil , the earth.

Just like in my life the cause of an instant smile is becoming nothing else but Avni.....

This chapter has some hidden meanings .
Comments awaited .
Love
Tuhina