I'm not afraid to admit it, today and what Marcos went through and did made me cry. Just hearing his voice and seeing his stubborn nature torn me up inside. From what I heard from Lorna and saw with Reeva I got a very clear mental picture. Now I want to say I'm sorry to Marcos right now. He's Dawn's father. a good person that was a great friend. And he deserved much more then just getting to hold her once. I told Reeva I went back to my room to play video games . That was a big lie. 

I'm staying here for  a while in shame. Crying and hating myself and Reeva.