Am I someone whose anti social and need to make my 'misunderstood' classmates my friends? Am I a slacker making whose going to make up a excuse? A attention seeker making accusations toward my stronger and more intimidating peers? The kid who doesn't try at all during gym class. One of the more memorable from one of the old fashioned educators called me a mama's boy who needed to toughen up. Or my personal favorite the class clown who crashed and burn barely a month in the school. Who was finally bullied into submission hiding his drawings and silencing his voice. Am I that problem student who gave up being himself? 

Or the kid in Lauren's gigantic perfect shadow? Or the runt whose Lauren's little brother who used to wise crack and try to talk with her friends and fail miserably. But I can also be called the kid who never gets a chance to try an assignment that requires a partner or a group. Who got turned away so many times he always stops himself from reaching out or is way too late. The average student with some much unsaid and a low chance of employment or rising above anything he achieved in high school? 

What are you going to say to my parents faces? A new label or a new spin on the little situation dragging me down? What are you going to say? What's never going to change?