Im really Sorry, I never wanted to let you go. I am a mess and I do not know what to do.
I miss the time we spent together.
I wish we could speak on the phone, even just to speak about the weather.
But now, again.... we are both alone.

I lost my Baby.
Not just the one with four wheels...
Never such pain consumed me.
Why the fuck did I push you so far you have to leave...

Please don't forget all our lovely bits,
Never failing at being  at our best.
Always remember our giggling fits..
I'm missing your voice like the last one left..

Please be brave and always be you!
For life is always gunning for your throne.
As they are the reasons you have broken through.
Even after all this shit you been thrown.
I'm sorry...
But Chris, this Christmas you still don't need to be Alone~♡

All I want for Xmas is you...