I don't feel well at all today..

I feel I need to put this up as I have been so out of character lately.
I'm really sorry for not being happy go lucky Kali..

I'm really trying it's just life is really tough at the moment after specific circumstances...

My housing is hanging by a thread at the moment...
After some silly hit and run my transport is fucked.
But there is only one thing I keep thinking about...

Always remember my heart will forever hold you!
Even if my arms cannot..

I miss you so much. You really kept me going...

Please don't worry about me..

I'm Kali the cat and I always land on my feet, I just wish you could catch me instead..

I don't hate you...
I will always love you and dream of the fun we could have had!! Oh and the naughty times too hehehehe!!

Please concentrate on yourself.
I will be a Good Girl for you..
I've never doubted you for a second. I always believed in you and I still do.
I cannot cope with all the negativity surrounding us resulting in the fallout.

Im really Sorry, I never wanted to let you go. I am a mess and I do not know what to do.
I miss the time we spent together.
I wish we could speak on the phone, even just to speak about the weather.
But now, again.... we are both alone.

I lost my Baby.
Not just the one with four wheels...
Never such pain consumed me.
Why the fuck did I push you so far you have to leave...

Please don't forget all our lovely bits,
Never failing at being  at our best.
Always remember our giggling fits..
I'm missing your voice like the last one left..

Please be brave and always be you!
For life lis always gunning for your throne.
As they are the reasons you have broken through.
Even after all this shit you been thrown.
I'm sorry...
But Chris, this Christmas you still don't need to be Alone~♡

We would have had so much fun..

The girls will keep me locked in the house if they have too don't worry...
L and the girls have promised..

I will be a goood girl.
I love you XoxoxoxoxoxoX